NewStats: 3,259,520 , 8,170,410 topics. Date: Sunday, 25 May 2025 at 12:40 PM 3k6a5p

refiner:


Seriously??

Where have you been... what's your alternate moniker

searchng4love:

Where have you been... what's your alternate moniker

I've been on earth...my alt moniker?..searchng4love

refiner:

I've been on earth...my alt moniker?..searchng4love

Respect! You can choose to be a super troll. Welcome back.

searchng4love:

Respect! You can choose to be a super troll. Welcome back.

Nah...I choose to decline...so what's ur main moniker?

Generation of sodom ur sins is the reason of this outbreak of covid 19 GOD is angry with u gays change ur end is very close

How do I unread this??

refiner:

Nah...I choose to decline...so what's ur main moniker?

ibo beauty were are u

....

I had thought I could say goodbye permanently to my bi side however, I failed and seems I am failing more of late.
Been a daddy and the ability to please my wife whenever she wants adds to the reason why I relapsed. Unfortunately, I met a Nigerian guy of late who feels is no big deal. I am not going to fight myself anymore and would just try to do without this side of me for as long as I can go.

This thing is not easy to overcome anyways, God is the only one that can help us ALL.

Dexlomo:
I read a topic and felt encouraged to share my real life story. Some parts are tainted to shield my privacy however, they are the exact things that happened. I have had a few sexual encounter with guys but I wouldn't take mine as molestation totally because I initiated some of these encounters.

Growing up, I was a bit effeminate and it was known to me, my family , and friends. I was exposed at a tender age and was allowed to have friends provided someone in my family knew about him/her. Although my parents were not so concerned about my classmates but they were about those I called my friends. I had a friend who as at age six, we would play together touching each other. We went to each other's home since we were near neighbors. Not sure if both parents knew what was going on and just chose to look the other way or they felt we were too innocent to be capable of touching, kissing, and humping we did at that age. He knew an ashewo t that he took me to at around age nine where he likes the women touching him while I cringe or scream when they make attempts to touch me(I am not sure why though because even as at age 20, if a woman touches me, I cringe and it is usually obvious).

My first night as a boarder, I met a childhood friend as such, I did not sleep on my bed and chose to sleep with him in his dormitory. Right there on his 2(1/2) by 5 we kissed and did some humping. One thing was that I loved the sight of watching the older seniors naked and luckily, it was in the days when we had men as seniors with very big (long, thick, and veiny) pricks. I would wake up early and finish before others wake up and when the bell rings for morning portion, I was dressed for school so I can take my time to do mine. My morning portion for the most of my junior secondary school was cleaning the quadrangle (I don't know why it never changed until during extension in JSS3) these seniors walk past naked.

During one of my holidays, I had an encounter with my neighbour's son who was a year my senior in school. Anyways, that was my launch into the world of sex with guys. He shields me at school at least from my immediate seniors and I compensate him during the breaks by being bleeped by him. By the time he got to SS1 and I was in JS3, he had matured and his dick had gone almost twice its size, yet I couldn't say no. He would Bleep me everyday during the holiday to a point that I stopped coming home for midterm as a way to at least save myself that period. I couldn't tell my folks what was going on because while I wasn't enjoying it some days, it was glorious on others. Besides, how do I report a senior if I don't want to live the rest of my boarding life in misery?

In SS2, he stopped because then he got a girlfriend in school and told me never to tell anyone of our past (which I still do till date). I still cringe sometimes when I see him during festive holidays as we would likely be visiting our parents. Unfortunately as well, the sex I have had with guys when I feel the urge cannot be compared to his because though his was painful, it was also tender and sweet while others are just pains.

After secondary school while awaiting ission, he had a cousin who was visiting to prepare for JAMB with us. Unfortunately, the cousin took over from where he stopped. The cousin would come to our house to Bleep me and there was nothing I could do. Luckily for me, we all went to different universities and during my days in University, except for one Bleep I traveled for (a dude I met through americansingles.com), there was no sexual encounter.

After school, we got good jobs and then I launched back into my world of sex although, I contained it to a maximum of 3 to 4 times annually. My neighbor's son got married and I kept feeling I wouldn't get married. I felt so used and I was scared I wouldn't be able to have an erection with a woman and neither would I be able to meet expectations. At some point, I got green with envy because him and his cousin had become parents and here I was just focusing on career. When it was obvious I wasn't sure of taking the bold step, I made attempt to relocate for studies and with my parents , it happened. I chose to remain abroad after school and my parents began getting worried at some point. One day, during the holidays while I visited, he walked up to me to ask what I was still waiting for and why I was still single. I almost yelled at him because I felt he was the cause of my predicament but later, I smiled wishing he would Bleep me at that point because I was yearning for it (I don't do the man sex thing abroad because news in Nigerian community spreads like wild fire).

At that point, I chose to engage a few older men I have met on social media who were married and were involved in the man thing although most times, not sexually but for friendship. One thing I learnt from them was that they were on those sites to meet with people of like mind to talk to about their feelings because they chose not to cheat on their wife. I asked about sex and they told me it is very possible that I just needed to find a woman I loved from my heart and after a while, I will get accustomed to sex (heterosexual).

The reason I wrote all this epistle is to encourage any guy out there who could be involved in man to man sex that if it is not your entire make up, like me who do not find the sex thing with guys attractive because of the pains it causes me but likes being in the company of guys preferably nude, and that loves the idea of having your family, it is very possible. While I am not in any position to debate genes although research is ambivalent on gay genes, it is very doable. Just follow your mind and I pray God helps you with whatever you decide to do. To the older men who guided me, I would want to say a big thank you to you as I can boldly say that it has been a wonderful experience with my wife and I wouldn't say I have bidded the men's world a total goodbye because one thing I know is when I say never is when I fall as such, I will keep hoping I do not fall back into my old ways.

If you have had same sex experience and have been able to come out of it, please share your story to inspire the younger ones. This is a no judgment zone, please....

No wonder!!!

Dexlomo:


Are they less human in any way or form?

So this is the reason why you were asking me this question, e be like say you sef follow for the thing

AfeezShomorin:

No wonder!!!
So this is the reason why you were asking me this question, e be like say you sef follow for the thing

I follow, na crime?